The Positive Week January 8th, 2012

The year has changed. And although 2012 is will be wonderful – because it’s really up to me to make it so, isn’t it – I’ve been sort of down lately. I’ve got this coping method for it though. It’s that if I can find just a single “sign from the universe” per day that “life is good afterall”, then I can manage. It’s that sort of thing that – if you’re sitting on a bus (feeling slightly sad maybe?) and watching the cars go by and you see a car with the license plate being something like “LUV” or “HEY” whatever “word” that just hits you. I like to think that as a sign of.. hey, everything’s cool, right. So it’s the little things that you should be aware of – to look for.

Stop, listen, see! So here’s how my last week was “universe” wise:

Monday January 2nd: The guy at the bank was really helpful & sweet to me.
Tuesday January 3rd: Was waiting for a bus and saw a young guy help out an old lady who was having a hard time getting on the bus (with all the ice & snow being so slippery on the street). Made me smile.
Wednesday January 4th: Went to get a “take-away” salad and the queue at the café was very long. However, I got served right as I stepped into the queue and the waitress even opened up a 2nd cash register just so I could pay my salad right away and be off my way. Usually I’ve had to wait until the “normal” queue is done so I can pay my take-away meal. Win!
Thursday January 5th: Woke up when a friend texted me “Come out for a jog?!” – and of course I went.
Friday January 6th: Caught up with the one that went away.
Saturday January 7th: Went to play laser tag with a group of friends. And a dinner. And a movie.
Sunday January 8th: Begun The Jillian Michaels’ “30 Day Shred” challenge.

Other than that. My days go by with me writing my masters thesis, exercising, planning my trip to Japan (and adventure to Australia) and… that’s about it! In less than 2 months I’ll be in Japan! In a few months I’ll be more fit! In 6 months I’ll be ready with my thesis and my Aussie-plans! And you know what. Today, I’m much happier than I was on monday when I begun “writing” this blog entry. So my “method” of trying to be positive worked. Though, of course – tomorrow is a new day and it might be good or bad. We’ll see. But I’ll try to find something positive in it.

Did you make any new year’s resolutions?

Bottoms up! December 14th, 2011

That’s it! Today was the last exam of my Uni life – ever! Well, unless something major happens or I decide to continue my studies further. But basically.. all I have left to do is the masters thesis. And that is something I will work on this upcoming spring. I can’t believe I almost have a Masters Degree in Computer Science [jinx]. It felt like just yesterday when I was struggling with “Is this what I really want to study? Everyone’s already so PRO here, and über-nerdy!” – many times bursting to tears over exhaustion and overwhelmness in the evenings. Do I still feel like I don’t fit in? Hell yeah! But I’ve grown up a lot in these 5 years. I don’t have to be like them to be able to study here. Let them be pro. Let them play WoW and discuss about how they’ve been coding since they were 9 years old. All power to them then!

What else, what else.. had an interesting weekend awhile back when I was visiting Tampere (city) with a friend while my brother was in Paris and my dad in New York. Yup, my family really was “all over the world” during that weekend :D! Dad brought me Wonderstruck (perfume by Taylor Swift) as a souvenir. It isn’t yet available outside of USA, so I asked if he would bring me a sample if he could find it. He actually bought a box-set including the 100ml fragrance bottle, some smaller sample bottles, body lotion, bath gel & shirt. Oh and an air freshner. I, fortunately, absolutely love the scent of it! I read reviews about it being “too strong”. But it’s just perfect for me. I don’t like the sugary sweet flower fragrances that much. I want there to be a hint of..uhm, masculinity in the scent. (I guess now is not the time to tell the story of how and why I’ve got a whole bottle of Chanel’s Platinum Egoiste in my bathroom..and yeah, it’s for men)


Why oh why, is there no snow in Southern Finland? It’s almost Christmas!! I do love the christmas lights of Helsinki, Finland. But it just doesn’t feel the same without the snow. Also, it’s much easier to stand the cold when there is snow. Otherwise the cold is just.. pointless.

Have you for a favorite perfume?
Do you get snow where you live?

[title from the kick-ass Nickelback song "Bottoms Up"]

We’ll meet again someday November 10th, 2011

I’ve had friends who’ve been abroad for long periods of time. Few friends spent time in UK for ½ year each. And then in Peru too. And a friend was in France for a year, studying. I saw her only once during that year, when she visited Finland during the winter break. Now she’s been back in Finland since late spring and it feels like she was never gone. The year went by so fast – and nothing really changed during her absence. Today it was time to say goodbye to another one. Someone who I didn’t even know a year ago.

Actually, thanks to him. I’ve woken up from this “hybernation” that seems to be affecting all adults. Instead of thinking about graduation (from Uni) as “the end of my life” (a.k.a starting the long lasting working life) I’ve got a thousand other plans. I’m going to live my life and explore the world. Full-time office work (as an IT professional) can wait for a little longer.

Like with everyone in my life who are “going away”, I just think: maybe we’ll meet again. Maybe too much has changed when we do. Or maybe everything carries on as we were never apart.

Ascend may you find no resistance
Know that you made such a difference
All you leave behind will live to the end
The cycle of suffering goes on
But memories of you stay strong
Someday I too will fly and find you again

-Blackbird by Alter Bridge

Have you ever “said goodbye” to someone leaving (for college/another country etc.)?
What song is your #1 song to listen to at the moment :)?